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busy week
Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 12:18 AM
i was back late today..
suppose yesterday i was home..
and update my blog..
but I DIDNT..
cause every friday, around my college got pasar malam!!!
weeee~~
i was curious so i went with my friends
as I'VE PROMISED last week.
it was nothing much about it..
cause its MALAY's
all the food and drinks about their taste
but still some can suit chinese's
conclusion:
quite nice but i wish to try out the others food but not drinks!
NO THANKS TO DRINKS!!!


back then..
i was so hectic with my assignments
but more on PRESENTATIONS..
i feel fine about it since it was interesting..
i dont feel scared or whatever standing in front of all the students in the lecturer hall and talking
but nervous sure got..
i hope i can overcome this problem.
basically i dont really satisfy the way my group member act
seems like NOTHING..
i guess time will prove things out


and one more thing..
im almost have a argument with one of my friends
due to im not satisfy with what she said..
not to say argue..
just my words abit strict and serious.
from that moment on..
i dont really mind if she complain to her parents or what
because i just dont really like the way she act
i mean its not fair you know?
you know she CANT from the begining..
yet she needs time to improve..
plus, you know how is she right?
i mean why you still so stubborn and all?
**** la..
ish!!!!!
i could have be more meanie and straight forward to the point!!!
if isnt because YOU ARE MY FRIEND
and i RESPECTED you as a friend
if not i could have WACKED you early.
not to say wack la..
foul words...


im RUDE???
not at all..
im FIERCE???
still havent reach my tempered yet
im SERIOUS???
havent begin at all..
im STRAIGHT FORWARD???
havent reach my limit yet


anyway, i was wondering how am i going to write my diary entry?
i was out of point now..
i dont know where to start..
not like the first entry i've wrote more than 500 words.
when printed out got 4 pages in font size 12
i wonder how how how..
heachache la..
and exams coming soon..
so as presentation..
WALAO..
fun run coming soon too..
how am i going to do all these?
im REALLY DAMN BUSY!!!
ish ish ish...
now i've abandon my plurk lo..

we are different..
Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 7:22 PM
im here to blog AGAIN..
of course as i promise to everyone including my bloggie
i'll update whenever im free..
ok, im FREE!!!
yeah.. I AM!!!
cause i finished up my work and all..


basically this week homeworks were..
account and econ's tutorial..
english's group work and diary entry for 2 weeks lessons
other than that i think only left moral's presentation.
which falls on week 8.
well, my group topic was actually very interesting.
hahaha.. i bet everyone LOVES it when it comes to SEX!!!
ERHEM!!! not porn stuff la.. =="


oh yeah, i was back to KL yesterday at 11am
since my time table changed again..
so, friday i've got one class which is morning at 8- 10am.
its actually tutorial for management.
Thursday will be suffer abit since i've 4 class from 8am to 5pm.
considered a tiring day...
still not that bad la..


and one more funny and weird stuff happened on me yesterday
someone UNKNOWN phoned my mom's hp and asked whether im kahyee.
that time was 11 something..
and when i reached home, i straight to bed and sleep like a PIG.. (LOL)
so, my mom asked me to check my phone whether got this guy number
she said he was so rude when he found out it wasnt ME!!!
-biasa la KL people is like this-
so i called up and asked who is this.
AND he's someone i dont know yet he wants to meet up me
because he wants to be friend with me.
i asked him where did he get my number
he said it was from the majalah sekolah.
i was like -- FINE.
so i asked him what he wants from me
he said just wana be friends and bla bla bla.
i was like.. NO COMMENT.
so, i just shut the phone off..
EWWW!!! why suddenly came out this weirdo and all?
isshh!!!


just to tell what i think..
anyway, its not a good week for me..
just because of small matter around me.
but then i cant blame anyone
since they DONT open minded like me.
they telling me that i shouldnt said too many stuff to the guys.
okay, now that's the business.
i was just simply JOKING around with the boy's friends.
yet you guys think that it was very serious stuff and all.
for a girl's image and sake.
i was like-- in KL usually happen and im always like this.
did i talked BAD about her?
I DIDNT!!!
but you guys think i DO..
chatting around just to get close the friendship since we're classmates for the future days
alright, FINE..
maybe you guys and i are different
i live in the BIG CITY and you dont..
the educations' way different..
or im over expected you guys?
i wont bother anything..
not to say what..
cause its your problem..
the way you think and me is different..
im not trying to be POPULAR or what..
its the social problem.

choose the right before regret
Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 12:34 AM
im here to blog again..
not to say what..
just a feeling..
recently i've been SMSING with my college friends.
and its over smsing..
not that i like it...
but over smsing cause me over budget.
gggaaahhh!!!
i reply everyone's message as a respect.
hahaha.. im too NICE.
way too good people will bully.
haih~ sorry guys!!
mom's RULES..
if can i wish to meet up..
way better for us.

oh yeah.. anyway thanks to General aka zi hao
he's way too nice..
hahaha..
but friends for life..
anyway, cheer up..
your aunt will be fine..
dont worry much..
even CRY hard wont change anything..
trust me..

and one more thing..
seriously i hate to say..
but sometimes if we remain the same.
still wont change anything..
or way better in our life.
but its your choice to choose your decision
whether which way you want the most..
sometimes human blind their eyes..
they lost their track for not knowing where they are heading now..
well, everyone DO happen before in their life.
including ME..
i hate people complaining about this..
telling me that they're blaming themself and all.
but that's your problem right?
you can share but at the end..
the one who decide was YOU..
gah! here again..
im talking the BUSINESS..
right, i'll stop here..
lets just have a guess for our future..

first week classes...
Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 1:39 PM
im here to blog again..
once a week its better than nothing.
at least i did TRY HARD to update.
but too bad there's no pictures available now.
cause its all about COLLEGE LIFE here.


Last week still orientation programmes
went to Melacca for one day trip.
of course END UP with the assignment.
but then, i just simply write about it.
since my ENGLISH not good enough.
hahahaha..
try hard will do.

of course i DID met alots of friends
they're nice, funny, cute and all..
but when comes to GUYS..
the guys SHY and all..
i really dont get it why..
feel kinda weird about it..
i mean arent we FRIENDS?

alright my class had started on Monday, 11 of May
basically its something like introduction.
nothing much to do or whatever..
so, its quite relaxing too..
the lecturers were nice and all..
i like the classes..
laughter every where during the classes.
but some lectures were bored me out..
its make me feel SLEEPY.


and i get my timetable ..
bus schedule for KTM, CP, DP/ NSGCC...
-too bad i dont know how to ride KTM and all-
clubs and society meetings and activities schedule too..
also holidays schedule and others too..
everything all about ENGLISH..
basically i can understand what's the lecturers talking about.
but some words and questions i dont really understand.
lets just say, try hard to work on it la..
hahahaha.. life would be tough in the future.


ok.. now i'll list down my time table.
so that you guys will know what time im available.
people, dont worry..
just feel free to FIND me anytime when you need.
i would be very HAPPY to help out.
as long as things im capabled with..
everything is POSSIBLE, right?
hahahaha..

-TIME TABLE-
::Monday::
8-10am English 112 A
10-12pm Economic 118
3-5pm Moral 1153

::Tuesday::
1-3pm English 112 A
3-5pm Management 112

::Wednesday::
8-10am English 112 A
10-12pm Account 118

::Thursday::
10-12pm Economic 118
1-3pm English 112 A
4-5pm Moral 1153

::Friday::
8-10am Account 118
10-12pm Management 112


Basically these subject not as hard as i thought.
as long as try to understand what it is about.
everything will fine.
as some of them i've learnt before.
it wont be a problem, just its in ENGLISH.
ooohh yeah!!!!
im almost forgot to mention about it.


On thursday we had a English 112 welcom test.
right.. you need to fill in the blanks
in order to finish up the paragraphs.
ok, i ADMIT its tough.
but i try hard to THINK the answer.
and..


i had a PRESENTATION too..
the topic is about critical thinking skills.
i choose question 2 among 4 of them.
and i dont really understand what's the question about.
END UP..
i phoned my elder sis.
when i listened her voice.
my tears kinda dripping abit.
but i try hard to CONTROl my emo here..
when i came back to Comman Room to continue the discussions with my babes
my eyes had red and watery..
im so EMO and end up when back to hostel.
on the way, i just cried out..
so, i did asked xiao wah about the topic.
since i got not much idea.
at the same time, my sis told me about it.
she gave me some ideas and all.
THANK GOD!!!
nah! just the important points i joint down.
not the speech..
i was so DAMN nervous..
after i read the points i had.
i feel like its NOT RIGHT at all..
so i just simply add in something on my presentation.
hahahaha..
ok, everyone laugh at me.
i DONT CARE..
i admit im not a good speaker..


right after the presentation..
the next day, jia yi wants to find out what's Ms. Shanti comments
so we met her on thursday after the welcom test
yet im the FIRST person in the room.
She said overall was good..
just i shouldnt read out from the small paper.
she asked me to overcome the problem.
JUST THIS ONE!!!
then, she said i had prepared well for it.
later she asked did i speak english during high school..
i said seldom unless im gossiping with my malay and indian's friends
and some of my chinese friends.
she commented me less than 5 minutes.


after i walked out..
i was thinking..
did i SPEAK well?
i dont realise i do speak well..
but then i really wish to tell Ms. Shanti that..
someone had influence me
that she's my ELDER SIS..
her friends comment her that she speak well like foreigers..
i try hard to be like her..
cause her languages good enough.
at least better than me..
hahahaha...


in order to success..
i throught out myself to reality..
and make sure myself..
i was doing the right way in college..
not to be famous or whatever..
like Ms. Shanti said.
we dont have to care about what others people thought about us.
cause its their problems
even thought we cant satisfy ourself.
but as long as we do our best.
that's the STORY..

shopping sprees every where...!!!!
Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 12:21 AM
Today went outing with my DARLINGS..
location at Time Square..
but not Pavilion cause..
shopping sprees!!!!
every stalls in Time Square got..
sales, promotions, discounts and etc..
right, i did AIM for some shops..
cause its CHEAP for me..
and priceable..
but only some arent..
still EXPENSIVE..


First spot at VOIR..
SODA and others branded shops gather inside too..
end up bought one pants from SODA
its only around 50 bucks after 50% discount.
then went to Giordano, Body Gloves, edc, Espirit and etc
including ROMP too!!!
ROMP was actually not bad at all..
just the clothing got not much choices..
but the jeans..
TRUE!!!
i LOVE their jeans sooo much!!!
i really really want to bought it when it comes to LONG JEANS!


oh yeah, i found the checkered collar tee..
nice huh?? YES!!!
i like it..
and i feel like im so YENG!!!
it cost around 50 bucks too..
end up just camwhore it..
but bought their pants too..
around 60 bucks only..



your emo..
Friday, May 8, 2009 @ 7:14 PM
Im so SAD..
Im so DISAPPOINTED..
Im so HURT!!!
i hate to talk about it..
and this feeling too..
when you heart broken still have to face it..
alright.. i know what you guys feel..
-like i care- (right?)
definately.. so true..
i didnt expect much..
yet forgetful always the REASON..
thought of tomorrow was Saturday..
and i could hang out with my DARLINGS and all..
ALSO, i planned it LAST WEEK!!!
i feel so fcuking here..
Not that i angry or something..
this might the last outing..
yet i dont know and UNSURE when im FREE..
cause i already received assignments on Wednesday.
yet im almost finish them all..
AND i did smsed them..
end up, everyone forgot about it..
okay, its alright..
never mind..
i understand..
everyone is BUSY about their stuff..
including me, of course...
its a GOOD NEWS everyone's busy..
lessons learn..
like people said..
-regret it early before it happen-



ps: im going to change my phone number...

hey everyone???
did anyone miss me so far??
hah! i bet NO ONE..
(i wont feel sad anyway)
okay, finally im home today
but seriously i was so LONELY at there..
with NO FRIENDS nor ANYONE CAN BE TRUSTED
slowly, i met some NEW friends there..
some are nice and all..
but some like... (hardly describe it)
of course all far away from home..
also some of them older than me.. which is 19.
i met about more than 10 friends when programmes start..
NO boy's friends but GIRL's
but yesterday i did met one..
and took his phone number and all.
cause we'll be classmates for the future classes.
NO BAD HUH??
most of them are same courses as me..
and the MOST pissing me off STUFF was..
got 1 INDIAN teacher said..
those who take foundation in business
NOT COME FROM THE BACKGROUND OF ACCOUNT..!!!!
i mean... what the *****
wei, cant say like this right?
duh!! IM ONE OF THEM!!!
ish ish ish!!!!



NOW THE MOST SHOCKING PART!!!
im not sure which day..
but definately.. the same week!!
ELMO and BARNEY!!!
they both SMSING ME!!!
i was shocked like.. what the *****
also, one guy called himself as "JohnMusic"
from plurk phoned me up and ASKED
am i JoeyGurlz ???
i was like... huh??? what the heck now??
howcome all these people get my number??
but i know ELMO get it from one of them
either jes or sy..
where else BARNEY!!!
i dont know how did he get it..



just to inform you guys...
i WONT BE PLURKING for a period time...
cause my lappy havent arrive yet..
(on the way from australia)
and SOMEONE KUTUK MY BACK..
see the PLURK there already know who's doing it..
just keep STABBING..
i feel good and happy!
as SORA said..
no need to bother about these ASS****
wasting my time and my energy...
anyway, just an advice..
those who pretend close to you were the ENEMY..
pretend to be nice..
END UP like fcuking shit at my back..
DARE enough.. why dont speak out LOUD infront me??
like i care...
i wont give a DAMN..


im tired now.. really tired..
anyway, who wana chatting and all..
just wait me at night at msn..
anyway, got lotsa stuff to tell about..
blek!!! wahahaaha... ttyl

to everyone i LOVE
Saturday, May 2, 2009 @ 11:50 PM
today went out with my DARLING..
alright.. im feel thankfull..
for everything i had now...
i feel thankfull i had met my friends and some new friends.
and everything you all done for me..
i was so happy..
yet i didnt bought any shirts or pants due to..
IM PICKY.. as too picky..
end up with a pair of sneakers
AND
doughnut..
basically doughnut was nice..
but the frosting and icing was TOO SWEET..
hahaha..
overall im happy and enjoyed..
had some FUN..
especially ELMO!!!
hah!!! he's the first guy who kutuk me like that..!!!
alright, im fine.. just play around..
see what he reacts..
END UP..
he said me DUMB like noob!!
ish!!! am i?
hahahaha..
those i told before..
i trusted people easily but never forget..
okay, i admit im innocence but..
THAT'S ME!!!
ps: anyway, take care guys.. MISS ME ya...

LING BABE!!!
ling, sorry i didnt inform you or anything..
i know its a sudden..
for me.. same too..
it was earlier than i aspect..
i didnt told you by myself..
cause you know how much i MISS YOU..
and if i phoned and told you..
i would have CRY out..
cause i miss you alot alot and alot..
ps: im not les.. zzz
CC will tell you about it..
LOVE YOU!!! MUACKSS!!!

popular plurkers AKA chris
Friday, May 1, 2009 @ 10:53 PM
Here comes the "HANDSOME"
*vomit*
ERHEM!!!
okay, business here..
i just simply click on -INTERESTING PLURKERS-
suddenly saw it at -POPULAR PLURKERS-
so i told him.. then surely HE banggakan?
hahaahaha..
pujuk him abit.. let him syok sendiri..
hahahah..
no la.. JOKING!!

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i bet everyone can understand this post right?
hahahahaha..
i mean for some who knows HIM
ps: post liao la. satisfy?