i feel reliefed after i've done my ENG 113
and about the previous post ..
i feel bad and sorry of what i've said..
all those vulgar words run like mad hell going..
it was actually "all the sudden" feel..
so, that kind of feel make me wrote out these stuff..

life is so unpredictable..
even my future..
i know myself better..
sometimes yes sometimes no...
but then, there's the fact here..
i wonder why it end up like this..
i should have listen to them..
beware of this person..
but that time i still in the situation of "confusing"
right after BONG hit my mind up..
i realize classmates more important..


if i've think it wisely..
i bet it wont end up something like this..
human are mysterious creatures on earth..
and the most successful creation from god..
i know i cant do anything for now..
decision made by them..
i could wait for miracles..
now i've to make up my mind..
in order to survive..
sometimes, opportunity cost need to use too...

the only thing i can do is..
let the time prove everything..
at the same time change myself into someone acceptable..
thanks for Mr. Tan ..
thanks for your concern..
especially today..
but im quite shocked too..
when you called up me..
my tears going to burst out..
yeah, i have some problems..
i wish to tell..
but cant..
i hope you could understand..


even though we came from the same planet..
but there are tiny things different from what you cant see.
and cant tell too..
thanks for not giving me up..
and im sorry for what i've done..
sorry wont make things right..
but move on is the best prove..