7 of March..
today its the day..
mum and sis went to s'pore..
hah! left me and bro..
dad went to work..
grandparents out to some where...
well, to tell you the truth..
I GAVE UP...
i gave up from study at s'pore..
due to applyment to S'pore Poly's expiry date
on the next day of my SPM RESULT!
and also i scare im over stress study there and i cant COPE IT!!
hah! as i aspected already..
dont feel suprised about it..
its doesnt matter study at which college from which country..
the most important thing is you can cope what you've study...
i dont want END UP wasting my parents' money..
and also wasting my time either..
that's just no different like *SHE* did for the past years and months!
i told my mum that there's no rushing to choose which school
nor which courses..
yet i thought after i took my SPM RESULTs only decide about it..
and its up coming this 12 OF MARCH!!
god!! im so scared..
yet IM SO NOT READY!!
as i said..
its one of the kind biggest challenge..
like UPSR, PMR, SPM and STPM..
but i can sure of STPM coming out at 10 of march..
that's weird!!!
howcome stpm is early than spm?
something has gone wrong.. zzzzz
never mind..
still got 4 days more to go!!!
aaahh!!! so fast..
after took our result..
ling gonna go for her NS for 3 months!!
sob~ sob~ sob~
well, my cousin came from s'pore
he just pay a day visit here..
eh... not playing but working as PILOT..
so, he bought us lotsa CHOCOLATE!!!
ahhhh!! my BELOVED!!!
i wont eat non-stop la..
zzzz.. gain weight gain weight..
heh~ diet?
no way! im wont do such thing
but skipping meals will do..
hahaha.. i always skip my meals..
dont mind me..
im speechless already... hah~
but i really want to tell *YOU*
i know i owe you alot..
but for my own sake..
i have to be more CRUEL and STRAIGHT FORWARD
to each other.. no point lying yourself right?
and yet you know earlier..
its impossible.. but why do you still doing it?
seriously, i hate *THOSE* stuff..
if there's once no more twice..
you know it will end up like this..
for what reasons need to try so hard?
no point either...
i wont apologise for what i did...
that's because i did nothing wrong..