its tomorrow!!!!
its all about 12 of March!!
aaaaaarrrrrgggggggg!!!!
im stressing out now...
i wanted to SCREAM OUT LOUD!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
i wanted to USE ALL THE VULGARS!!!
(i cant.. i did promise myself. NO WAY!!!)
its driving me crazy...
duh!! im trying to relax myself!!
yet i cant.. why?
i put too much pressure..
yet i feel like i wont get a GOOD RESULTs..
as i thought already..
i didnt aspect much from what i get..
that's because i know where i stand for my levels!!!
so.. i dont hope ANY of you aspect ANYTHING from me..
there's only 2 WAYS for me..
whether im LIVE ON or DEAD END...
flying colours free me way to Heaven..
hell no.. im standing infront of Hell Gate..
no matter what results i got...
i will cry out.. DEFINATELY..
why?
cause i feel like crying now..
im so scared..
i dont know what can i do now!!!!!
the weird thing is...
"another friend" invited me yam cha...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
WHAT THE HELL...
i dont have the MOOD!!!!
if flying colours will do...
if not.....
you wont be able to see me nor contact me..
i'll off my phone...
sign off my email...
freeze my PLURK!!!
and i'll be like this continue the following days..
and when you saw me...
please dont ask why nor what happen..
WARNING: to avoid using vulgar please dont ask!!!