its the third day...
im waiting my friday come..
so, that's so called the end of my job!
i'll be patient.. no rush no rush..
okay.. seriously.. i've been so emo emo emo emo and EMO!
im trying to relax and everything..
went for jogging and all stuff on weekends..
as Adrian told me about it..
i guess it did work out abit..
listening to musics is working out too..
hah~! i wanted to be relax and all as i did try my best.
i think it should be fine since it doesnt matter!
hah~ im so called MYSELF!
i've been so WEAK facing all sorts of problem..
for sometimes i ADMIT im useless..
but i did try my best for all sorts of stuff..
yet YOU! keep on nagging like hell!!
which make me so pissed..
one more thing!
i didnt say a word doesnt mean anything..
i just dont want to have any quarrel and so i keep QUIET..
yet you think you can read my mind and was like proud of yourself..

and say OUT LOUD like hell where can heard it!
at the end you just want to pick me a quarrel!
i did trying to avoid those stuff.. yet still..
dont you feel tired of it?
but i did..
im trying to keep my profile low as possible..
and trying not to communicate at all..
just left one word that END the whole story for today!
i dont want to say much..
but you think it's fun to do so..
just continue.. with one condition!
leave me alone..
duh! non your business and stop pretending like you really care!
i didnt used vulgar just because i cant!!
i did PROMISE myself not too!!
please just grand my wish! leave me alone...
stop hurting me instead of anything..
if can, i hope all my memories erased..
and go some where else..
where no one can find me forever...
