i was so MOODY~~
especially today...
firstly, i was oversleep for my work..
luckily i didnt late for my work!
secondly..my eyes burned me up in the middle of work!
thirdly.. im very SLEEPY!!!
almost fall asleep!
lucky "someone" wake me up!
thanks to him..
fourthly... is wht "he" said and asked me..
i was kindaf hate it whn hearing wht he said..
some how i still remember one thingy..
"but maybe we are destined to be friends"
i was kindaf bluurr about it..
never mind..
everything will do cause time will prove though..
to you..
wht am i?
i was curious to know about it...
or i should continue pretend?
hide my feeling and everything..
it will be nice if they didnt found out..
but sometimes i was WONDERING...
how if one day i've dissappear from you guys
would anyone come and find me?
or just stand there and wait for the police search for me?
you know what?
i dont mind people forget me..
or they purposely forget me..
it doesnt matter for me...
since i knew it would happen one day..
why not?
i feel like less me one wont have any different though..
as long as they live their life happily..
everything will do..
since it just me..
why should i aspect anything from them..
at the begining..
i should have known..
no..
i had realise earlier than anyone..
cause that's the matter...
it's a fact too?
you cant aspect too much from people..
we should have satisfy of what we have now..
appreciate them before you have lost them...
if you dont feel the same way..
at the every first begining..
you shouldnt have bother about it..
ignore them as well..
since it's non of your business..
why not?
this is what we called LIFE!
life huh?
i dont really enjoy my life..
i feel my life is SO UNFAIR!!!
guess what...complain from my mum again!
she said it loudly...infront of my SIS!!
eeeww...im not def or something..
just a small matter is it nessary to be SHOCKED or something?
I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS!!
brainless is counted in..
i feel TIRING of this matter..
i feel like it's my JOB to do so!
is it everyone has to be like this to me?
is it all because i LOOK STUPID and FOOL enough to be bully?
is it what YOU THINK OF ME?
dont you get?
we cant judge a book my it's cover!!!!
if you like someone because of her appearence..
okay...YOU CAN GET LOST THN..
or should i say...
I DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS?
is it?
that's too over your limit!
am i a ROBOT?
robot dont have feeling BUT HUMAN!!
instead of making me sad or hurt...
why dont you just LEAVE ME ALONE?
or after you have done this to me...
you're satisfy?
is it the way you are?
if YES, im a puppet to you...
changing every role according your request..
im sick of my life..
i wish im could invisible..!!
FULL STOP!!!