i've been so moody these days..

aftertht farewell party with my buddies..

it's quite fun..

i sang until i got a cold, sore throat flu...

zzzzzzzzzz

headache as well...

lolx..

guess this is the last for me..

(photos will update soon)

well..

my cousin from s'pore came here holidays..

i just greet them as usual..

then ends up like tht also..

haih~

maybe im nt a good talker..

but some of them think i am..

aahhh~ i don know..

everything will do..

well...

chatting is nt a bad one..

but until it ends up no credit..

im really sorry then...

from now on..

i wont sms or chat with *you*

unless is nessary or something else..

if you wana chat with me..

im always welcom...

guess you're quite buzy..

i just dont wan to disturb you..

well..

for your own good..

as long as you happy..

im okay with it.

i don mind if im nt happy...

or something..

but i hope you enjoy everyday..

happy all the time..

dont force yourself to do something tht u hate..

try your best to make it..

i'll be happy to see your smile..

this is "tang yuan"
we eat it whn it "guo dong"
chinese traditional..
hahaha..
actually got many colours..

isnt they look cute and yummy?
hahaha..

well..
today is a specail day for every chinese people..
cause this is a tradisional festival..
before we eat this "tang yuan"
must pray first..
*according to chinese calendar..
after we eat "tang yuan" ady..
we old one year...
of course if according foreign calendar..
sure nothing change la..
zzzzzzzz
so...
the receipi is very easy..
soup: pandan leaves and icing brown sugar..
"tang yuan": flour and small brown sugar..
(also got other choices also like peanut, red bean and many more)
simple right?
hehehe..
so, every year in this day...
we sure go out eat de...
before that my grandpa asked my grandma wan come follow ornt..
she said NO.
thn we just go there...
since she has said tht..
while we are in the middle of the way..
grandpa called...
my mum picked up..
grandpa: where are you guys now.. almost reach there the restaurant ady?
mum: no.. we are in the middle of the way.. why?
grandpa: well, grandma says she wana come along..
mum: okay.. we'll go fetch her...never mind..
grandpa: is there enough space to sit?
mum: no worry.. there is..
(ended)
so...
everyone one of us in the car were so PISSED!!!
zzzzzz..
i though she said she dont wana come!
we just have to head back to fetch her..
on the way.. she was nagging and talked non-stop like a mechine guns..
later on the way there...
strange and badluck things happened on us..
we accidentally involve in a car accident!!
zzz..
firstly: the motorcyclist ride in the middle of the road
and nearly knocked them..
secondly: while we breaked because of tht first motorcyclist..
another stupid motorcyclist nearly knocked to our car..
thirdly: we saw one motorcyclist fall asleep aside of the road..
forthly: an old lady standed in the middle of the road..
zzzzzzzzzzz...
i think all of them NO BRAIN
or the BRAIN grow from THE BUTT!!
but thank GOD!!
WE REACH THERE SAFELY!!

the last desert...
guess wht is this..
u cant imagine right?
hahaha..
the is red bean dishes..
i dont like it..
and it feel yuks and gross..
cause its creammy..
yer~

well.. i don enjoy this dinner..
all the chinese food were steamed because most of them are old ones..
(no choice.. but it nice)
there's no PEACE here at all!!
my grandpa got invite his friends and cousin came over..
duh~
all the aunties sang so badly..
and so loud and crowded also!!
i really HATE!!
plus.. the restaurant's service is so LAME and SUCKS too!!!
well..
i've try to spend more time outside cause it's so LOUDLY!!
duh~
my grandma follow because of SINGING!!
she just sang it whn she reached there..
OMG..
wht on earth!
zzzzzz..
i mean her voice is so bad...
like she sang till hardly to breath!!!
but she still sing it!!
not only tht..
she keep REPEAT the same song!!!
well..
i wont follow them the next time!!!
i rather cook something to eat at home..
even a instant noodles.
i don mind at all...
zzzzzzzzzzz
cant stand la!!

"rou jiang mian" (in chinese)

my honey milk!
i love it so much..
wherever i go..
i sure pick this as my drinks...
cause i LOVE milk~

today was just a normal day for me..
so.. i told my mum tht need to buy something..
she asked where to get it..
i said "leisure mall" will do..
since there's a popular books store..
i think it's fine..
before tht..
we go have some lunch around tht area..
since inside the mall gt nothing to eat..
even it has some food restaurant..
still really expensive..
so..
we go eat tht mee..
my sis recomment it..
the restaurant called "mian dui mian" (in chinese)
well.. their theme of their store is sell
"ban mian" (in chinese)
it's really NICE and YUMMY!!!
u guys should try out!!!
it's cheap for a normal restaurant..
and it's in a big bowl..!!!
around the mall also got others TASTY and YUMMY food restaurant..
yeah~
i know i love to eat..
but i feel eating it's enjoyable..
hahaha~ ^o^
tomorrow it's a BIG day for chinese's people..
it's "tang yuan" festival!!
i love it so much..
there got many colours of "tang yuan"
it's the traditional desert in chinese..
no worry..
i'll get some pics for u guys!!

today was nothing much..
but there's something which
make me feel so depressed...
well.. it's all about family..
no matter what i do..
they sure dont like it or something like that..
i really hate that..
i feel like im in jail!
ok..
among my siblings..
i admit that i stupid..
im not smart enough...
i just a NOBODY!!!
but at least i got my own dreams..
what i wana do..
for my mum..
she likes people sweet talks and smart people..
my bro smart; my sis good in sweet talks!
and im NOTHING at all..
ok then, fine..
i dont really mind..
ever since my tuition teacher gave me a HOPE..
my studies go so well..
so, she suddenly put many focus on me
cause of im smart..
im not smart..
hard work makes perfect!
"good thing keeps it well; rubbish throws away"
am i a "thing" to you?
or a "toy" as well?
they said im a weirdo..
ok.. say whtever you like..
i dont mind..
but when it's too over..
i really just wana shout out or something..
i just do my job and tht's all..
now..
she always keep complaining me without a REASON!
i wish i could dissapear or be forgotten by everyone..
even im used to be like this before..
but still..
im a human being..
i dont mind to be alone some where else..
yet i feel happy..
i just wana stay peace..
and be apart from them..
"free me in life; keep me in memory"

this is me~~ am i okay? >O<

me and my best friend -Ling baby~
even we know each other 2 years..
but still our friendships will last forever >o<

szeyen and me..
she's going NS soon..
i'll miss her so so so MUCH!!!!

Gurjet and me..
she's pretty huh?
well, it's a fact..
cause she's mix with indians and singh ^^
she's nice..
we met for 3 years till now..

me and Maryam..
she's the only malay i can really talked with..
she's nice and cute..
i like being with her..
hahaha..

me and Neng~
he's the smartest in our class...
always get the 1st place... since last year..
lolx..
i cant beat him..
he's good in account and economic ^^
others i think also ok..
except maths and add maths..
he hate the MOST..

me and kahmun..
we knew each other for 5 years..
she's nice and cute >o<>