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love passion Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ 10:17 PM
Yesterday, we : mum, sis and me went to OLD TOWN had our dinner.. I was so emo ever since i heard the news.. I have no mood to have my proper meals and everything.. I cant concentrade properly..!! Why he wana did this to me? He smsed me about 12.30pm all fo sudden... He told me that he got dumped by this girlfriend for only 6 days together.. that girl is MALAY and she's in 14.. OMG!! I've never saw someone be that silly and blind until like that! Going have a relationship with only 14 girl? Okay... maybe is their fate to meet and be together.. He told me everything... i was so shocked that he told me everything and pretend there's nothing happen between us! Well, i just advised him.. maybe she's not easy to get you.. I didnt said much about it.. I did told my mum.. What my mum said was: he's so blind, infront got a nice one he didnt choose and choose a BITCH?! Okay.. he's really not easy to get me.. Well, there are plenty of guys waiting for me.. what for i so rush? Forget it... he's not value to get me.. and yet im lucky that im open minded... Well, i was right...everyone will change as time goes by... Haih~ afterall, i've only care what my friends' feel but myself... Im too kind until im the one who get hurt... I've deleted all his msg.. I've even think about delete his number.. but i didnt cause he's still my friend.. Well, i wanted to ask him about the before.. but i feel like it's not the right time now.. i guess he should be okay after a few weeks or months.. He's so silly.. NO! He's stupid like an asshole. What for so rush having relationship.. I was wonder : ``did he ever think what's he should do before had a relationship? `` is the girl is right right choice for him? `` is the girl likes him more than he is? ``is the comunication being well for each other? ( afterall she's a malay okay?) and many more... Beside, the girl is from afternoon section and you're from morning section.. we dont know anything about each other right? I think the girl likes him cause he's a prefect.. Haih~ what i told him is : just forget her... she's not easy to get you.. you shouldnt be upset because of her.. afterall she likes you bcause of you're prefect.. Dont be sad. Well, there is lot more thing i want tell you.. I can be a good listener and lecturer.. depends on what you want from yourself.. there's always be many choice for you.. which one you want, doesnt mean you can get it.. as i said : `` life couldnt be easier once you've choose the wrong path.. world is like a war. Fighting towards our glory is always happen in our daily lifes.. Once you lose, there's always be another hope for you to win the match..
  me and jess `` we're best buddies  shafiq (my classmate) and me me and ashri (he's shy)
``i still remember that he liked me when we were form 1.. therefore, i hate him when i knew about it.. now, we were friends..^^ me and tony``my ex-senior in st. john jess and teacher (unknown: psps)
 jess, yen chin and me``yen chin get all wet bcause played with the teachers on that teacher day
 kenneth and me
23 of May 2008 TEACHER DAY'S
That day is the last day before our 2 weeks holidays. Hahaha.. i went to school on that day cause this is the last year im in SMK Cochrane.. i didnt buy anything gifts for any teachers.. cause what i think is this is their job teached the students.. our school teachers really lame.. and sometimes easily get mad especially Pn. Helewati .. She very sensetive and easily get on nerve.. which every student in our hate her.. ( i guess). One thing is when she scold you.. you feel funny cause she is looking at you but what you saw is she's looking some where else! Wahahaha.. im so bad! Okay continue our topic.. actually there's nothing much about it.. So, opened ceremony which teachers giving some speeches and sang song.. which every year is the same one. Afterthat, nearly 11am.. students can had their breakfast which is free vege burgers.. Let me tell you, the burger is totally.. OMG! You really cant imagine that.. Haih~ Brandon was mad bcause before we had our burger time.. we sang our national and school's songs.. some malay's guys fooling around.. and that's what he mad about.. We did advised him, but he still like that.. So, jess and me walked around..took some picture.. Bcause teachers had their game enjoying themselves what.. Hahaha.. So, it ends at 12am.. I feel sleepy at there.. while the teachers had their speechess.. Hahaha..
26 of May 2008 Went to Pavilion
 me and ee leng
 im in MNG sushi.. yumm
 envy me?
 J.CO donuts! the toping is white chocolateinside is peanutbutter..
 topping is hazenuts and chocolate topping is cuppocino flavorinside is caremal
 DONUTS TIME!!!
 let's have a taste!
 get injured! sob~
Ee leng and i went to pavilion had a date.. hehehe envy me? Well, we went there after tuition. My mum fetch us to timesquare and we ride MONORAIL to there.. Hahaha.. Seriously, pavilion is so highclass and is a huge building! We reached there about 1.30pm so, ee leng said that we'll buy our tickets before we had our lunch at Ichiban sushi restorant. We watched a comedy show.. but i forgot what's the name.. is really funny. Hahaha.. the sushi and service is so nice.. but uh.. the food also quite expensive leh.. so, the total fees we ate was around 55 bucks.. quite cheap? Hahaha i dont know.. after having our lunch, we went to FOREVER 21.. the clothes were so nice.. and it's so expensive.. i mean if you really wana buy.. minimum costed 50 bucks and above.. later on, we just went to watch the movie which is started at 2.45pm. Okay, after finished the movie.. we were walking out and ee leng is behind me.. i was infront. So, it was crowded.. some malay's girls playing and pushing around there.. and i get hit into the wall which is torny. My hand bleeded... it was so pain! Went to toilet washed... but still it keep bleeding.. and i just barely washed again and put a plaster.. afterthat, we went to MNG.. ee leng about one it costed 79 bucks! Me? I had a window shopping.. Hahaha.. Later on, we bought 1/2 dozen of donuts from J.CO it was crowded with alot people.. Hahaha im one of them.. Yumm..! I LOVE DONUTS!!! Okay, when we wana head back to timesquare it was rain.. so, we just walked to timesquare from pavilion.. and we went to BORDERS while waiting my mum fetched us.. 28 of May 2008 Today, i feel sad.. bcause of a few reason.. i though it was just kidding.. but it is the truth.. Okay, it started like this: Before that.. he was really nice to me.. and the way he acted and did is totally like my boyfriend! I though that we give each other a chance to start again.. and he might be more mature than before... he protected me being from bullied by pervert.. he teached me.. everything he did is really like nice.. and the feeling is more than just a friend. But what it ends up today is totally a DREAM! He lied to me.. He shouldnt do all these stuffs if he doesnt interest in me.. he shouldnt had sacrifice bcause of me.. NO!!! It shouldnt begin from the begining! I was stunt from the begining.. and i called ling.. I told her everything.. If is just a friend, he shouldnt did until this step!!! So.. if he did all these stuff.. i might mistaken.. but why? He wana take revenge from me? I did nothing wrong... Is enough.. he lied to me...why? Bcause of what? Izit he get dumped by his girlfriend and im gonna ganti her place as a PUPPET? WTH?! Im not a play girl.. OKAY?! From now on.. everything will end!
29 of May 2008
okay.. everything will ends.. im so moody.. im so emo. What i know is truth.. everything is a lie... i had enough of what he did to me... is OVER!!! What i need now is i wana had a startbuck's coffee.. and had a talk.. in some place which is PEACE! I dont feel like watching movie on this coming saturday with you guys.. bcause of friends.. i have to pretend. Why cant i be myself? Why i have to hide my original me? Bcause.. what i do is bcause my friends... As long as they're happy im really okay.. i dont mind.. what i care the most is what my friends feel.. i didnt really care.. bcause i dont want they know...
HAPPY NICE DAY!! Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ 12:27 AM
 sis's kuew tiaw mee  mum's dumpling soup my mushroom and chicken floss mee
Okay.. guess what today? I went to KLCC with my mum, sis and brother. We went there SHOPS!!! Hahahaha envy me? Neh nothing big thou~ We reached there nearly 6pm... therefore, we had our dinner at MADAM KWAN'S. The food is delicious, the service is so cool and the price is nice too! I think it's quite expensive seriously. One glass of teh tarik cost 4.50 bucks! Hahaha It's so high class.. their english were good too! (sure larh.. KLCC woh!) Hahahah~ My conclusion is really nice.. we had our dinner over there cause my mum dont eat fast food. Plus, this restorant is the only one which is chinese food. Therefore my conclusion is the total is cost 90.50 bucks we had spend on dinner.
wake up people!!! Thursday, May 15, 2008 @ 10:05 PM
 natural pheono- earthquake cause more than 10 thousand people dead in CHINA.  baby child suffer with no reason most than 900 students were dead some were found but it is too late
 some were able escape from the earthquake.
NATURAL PHEONOMINA- EARTHQUAKE
THE BIGGEST PHENOMINA IN CHINA Natural phenomina-earthquake, happened in CHINA that no one could expect even it's the most famous sciencetist. More than 10 thousand people were suffer from it with no reason. The latest news: more than 24 thousand people were dead, more than 27 thousand people were injured and more than 60 thousand people wre not sure they were still alive. Some of them were stucked in the underground within more than 24 hours waiting someone to save them from the DARKNESS. The earthquake was happen on 13 May, the second day after the earthquake... every buildings in the town was destroyed in one glimpse of eyes. No one could expect it happen near the school. There were more than 900 students were dead from the earthquake. Tears are every where we can see from the dead people's families and relatives. Crying sounds and sadness emotion are surrounded. Children's smiles are gone else where. They tried to control their sadness and emotion but their beloved children were dead from the earthquake. Everyone was trying to escaped but it is too late when they realised! Dead bodies and blood were every where... LET'S US PRAY FOR THEM... THE CHILDREN WERE TIRED, LET THEM SLEEP IN PEACE.
YUMMY SOBA~
 wah~ looks delicious!
 try some soup first!
 soba mee~
DONUTS TIME!!! Wednesday, May 14, 2008 @ 6:22 PM
 BIG APPLES DONUTS!  YUM!!! ENVY US? HAHAHA
Guess what kind of suprised i get? Erm... How about give you some hints? Hahahaha.. It's round in shape like a car's tayer. It's has alot of flavour..and bla bla bla. Haiya, i just tell you about it bah! Well, yesterday night while me and my brother studying in our own room. My dad, mum and sis went out to EXTRA-TESCO to buy some groceries. So, when they came back.. My sis brought us some donuts from BIG APPLES. YUM YUM~~ One of my fav food- DONUTS!!! But i more prefer donuts from J.CO . BIG APPLES's donuts still okay. Most importantly, the flavor is nice and yummy!!!!
MUM...IM ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!! Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 11:04 PM
Today was MOTHER'S DAY and SIMON & BRANDON birthdae!!! HAHAHAHAHA~~ Guess what today.. well, actually nothing much but sure got something to write about! Yeah~ My grandparents went to some village had a one day trip. So, my family: dad, mum, bro, sis and me went to "tan cha house" had our dinner! But too bad, i forgot to take the picture lerh! SOB~ SOB~ Well, the food quite nice.. but kindaf expensive as i said higg class is always be expensive! The food is quite comment... (for me) but i dont really like the food. Mostly i prefer cheap one and nice! Hahahaha ><.. So, i did bought presents for the birthdae guys... Nothing much but the most important thing is you got the heart to buy for them. But seriously, i dont really know what guys like as a present from a girl.. Hahahaha.. I woke nearly 11am.. cause yesterday i stayed up late with some reasons! Well, that "GUY" knew it.. i was so fed up as what he said! Phoning him cause he didnt replyed my msg.. i was just... UUHHH~ forget it! Then it's 11am++ my brother's friends came over for what? YOU MIGHT FRIGHTED..bcause tomorrow is ADD MATHS exam.. (neh! same here) so, they want to have revision with my brother cause my brother is their "ADD MATHS GOD". HAHAHAHAHA.. can you believe this?! I never ever had it in my life too.. Of course guys are always hate to mafan something like that... So, my brother told them try their ownself... if really dont know then only teach them.. but they didnt tried it as what my brother said. Therefore, my brother finished ady then had a nap and left them alone. I was like: HELLO! IM HERE!!! So, maybe they shy?! Then, i asked them if they need any help? Of course i just helped them what i can... They let me know about myself. I mean when i was in the same stage as them too. They make me feel like: im really dont know how to solve it, anyone can help me? Seriously, when i was same stage as them.. i really really lost myself, no guidance... no nothing at all.. But no one could hear me when im needed them... Haih~ life isnt easy.. So, i did want to help them.. as i know what it is about. Unfortuneately, my brother dont even asked me any questions when he dont understand!!! Maybe someone needs me more than he needs me! Well, he's the only brother i have... surely i would always be there for him whenever he goes or he went through.. Hahahaha.. I appreciate anyone who is around me. Last but not least... CONFESSION FROM MY TRUE HEART HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUM! Mum, you've always cares about me so much, but i couldnt see.. Mum, you've always cheers us up whenever i was down... Mum, you've always support me no matter what is my decision... Mum, you've hide your tears in the dark that couldnt see... Mum, you've always give me the rights when im blind... Mum, you've always works hard for us... Mum, you've always be the tourguide when im lost... Mum, you've always be my side when im in trouble... Mum, you've always be with me in every seconds, minutes or hours... Mum, you've always protect me when im get bullied... Mum, you somtimes tell lies to keep to truth for not letting me hurt... Mum, you're always the best! Mum, you're always in my heart!!! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! YOU'RE THE BEST MUM I'VE EVER HAD!!!
Let's shops!!! Saturday, May 10, 2008 @ 10:44 PM
 we were in MIDVALLEY
 every where full with people
 one of my fav brand
 Haagen DazsToday we going to MIDVALLEY!!! Of course, i was so excited!!! After we reached there.. we had our dinner at there too. Too bad i forgot to take the pic of my food. The food was so delicious!!! YUM YUM~~ i guess next time! Later we went to COCOA TREE buy some chocolate... you will feel happy when you looked and went inside!!! ALL IS ABOUT CHOCOLOATE!!!! Is the kids WONDERLAND!!! Hahahahaha... After we bought it, we went some where else shops!!! We looked every where for buying mu mum bag.. My brother bought a purse from RADIOACTIVE! My sis want to buy it too.. But no girls'... I guess next time.. Later at the same time, i was looking for shoes.. Of course NOSE was the best choice of mine and i saw it.. but no size. SOB SOB SOB~~~~~ Then, we looked for another shop: VOIR, VINCCI, VINCCI+ ...other nobody brand i dont think is the best one! Well, mostly i will choose NOSE or VINCCI cause their shoes is comfortable and fashionable!!! Hahahaha.. We shoped until 9pm then we went back home.. So, today was so tiring!!! Plus, tomorrow is BRANDON AND SIMON birthday and MOTHER'S DAY too!!! Hahahaha..
Tiring moment! Thursday, May 8, 2008 @ 3:15 PM
 my fav brand of donuts!! yummy~
 envy me?
 inside got another favor i finished all~
my sis bought it for me yesterday~ ^O^
Phew~today is maths exam..im so tiring...want to sleep sleep sleep~~~ Well, i guess you dont know what's happen last saturday! I went to clinic and get an injection... is was so scary. I was like OMG im started and shaked! Thought last 2 months i get the same too. But still cant help it. I got an injection cause my mum asked to.. therefore my sis also kena. Of course my mum too! These few days i was buzy with my study and i cant online. Well, exam!!! I care so much cause my mum not going to sponsor me to colledge. So, im gonna take this oppurtunity to score a good mark. Plus, mother's day is coming on this sunday. So, my gift is the exam marks. Hahahaha mad right? As my mum told me (include my sis and my bro) dont buy anything as long as this is not your money. So, jsut keep it wait till you get your work. AH~ i knew.. My sis buy not us.. My sis loves to shop. So, she spend most of her pocket money on her clothes, shoes, accesorries and bla bla bla. Whatever....
This week started off.. is going to be my biggest challedge!! Well, simon said he is going to win me on add maths. He said that im so sombong! Am i? I get good marks cause this is my effort! I spend most of my tuition time on it. Plus, i did many practice.. Hahahaha.. Even adrian also said the same thing as simon. Actually everyone can get the good marks as long as you really want and wish to did it well! Therefore, there's no free lunch if you dont work!! (translat in chinese). Tomorrow's paper is moral! Really sucks!!! I dont like it.. why we have to study moral? Even we get good marks for it doesnt mean we really bermoral...STUPID DE!!! Today after school while i was waiting my mum come and fetch me home. So, simon appeared and called me +3 in chinese.. He called me since we are close my last month.. I THINK! But anything larh.. as long as he like it, i mean really.. other friends called me lulu, 6.20 and bla bla bla... Haih~ no choice lerh. Who called them they are my friends? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~~
The bad case!!! Saturday, May 3, 2008 @ 10:01 PM
Okay... this is really a bad case!!! On friday.. i was stayed up late while is recess time. I was alone in the class doing my own stuff.. Surely, prefects will chase the students to go to the canteen and have their breaktime. So, i was doing my stuff while waiting ling came. Then hk came in my class and chased me down. So, i told him that im gonna finished soon. Later on, Jun Han passed by and saw us both and said: single guy and girl in one room sure doing something. I didnt really listened what jun han said. So, i standed up and packed my stuff.. Out of sudden, hk hug me with no reason after he heard all the nonsence from jun han! I was stunt awhile.. and walked away. When i realised that i kena eat tofu by him. It is too late! Seriously hk got a gf from the begining.. and he huged me with no reason!!! What the heck is going?! I told jes, ling, fion and simon about it. Simon want to help me settle on mon.. But i refused it cause i dont want him involve in this situation.. sumore, this is my problem.. I dont want anyone involve it.. especially those who are so easy to emo. Then, i told my sis and mom.. but they said just becarefull abit larh.. Jesmyn said that i should ask simon help me out.. but he is a prefect afterall. If he invloved in.. he might get fired from the teachers. So, that's why i dont want. Then jesmyn said: he help you sure he knows what's his consequences! But i still cant asked him to do so.. afterall, he just my FRIEND! If says he is my BOYFRIEND.. then it should be okay if he do so.. Then jesmyn asked him whether he got go ornot. Jes replied me and said: he kept on said yala yala yala..he very angry when he told about it... So, i just said okay. Maybe i should ask him help me when i really cant settle things out.. Well, see how is the situation going on then only decided! Now im really scared that hk going for the bm seminar lerh.. But luckily brandon is there.. He might help me out gua.. Hahahaha
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