Haih~ guess what i sleep last night. I went to Seremban for praying. Later on, came back home is already 2pm something cause got some accident happen on me and my mum. So, came back rest awhile. Later on had a dinner about 8pm something.. then went go leisure mall buy something. Went home nearly 10pm. Bath...go to study room study until i mad!!! When i look at the clock, i realise it's already 3am in the morning. OMG!!! so, just quickly brushed my teeth and washed my face. Geng lerh...
This morning i woke up around 11am. Because i need to sleep 9 hours a day. Hahahaha.. Woke up already, brushed my teeth and washed my face.. changed my clothes and went down stairs. Well, my mum and dad went to Seremban buy orchids. Their fav what. Later, i phoned them.. and tell them what i want to eat. After having lunch.. Go to study room and study until 6.30pm.
That's how my life is.... Ohh yeah!!! i've got listen a nice songs.. Jonas brother- when you look me in the eyes. This song is really cool!! You should hear it! Log on to www.haoting.com
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 As usual Sunday, April 27, 2008 @ 5:52 PM
Buzy day... Saturday, April 26, 2008 @ 2:02 PM
Yesterday was kindaf buzy day for me... or i should said that the time i had is too rushing me out!!! I was running here and there for nothing. Well, after school, i was on the way going to ling's classroom and waited her bcause she said that they want to buy a gift for their class teacher that gonna graguated from this school. While im waiting they all, simon came.. so, he called my nickname and asked me where is HK? Then i said: you like him izit? Why dont you just couple with him and married him instead of always mention him infront of me? Sooner, they all came and pick me up.. Their purpose of going JJ cause Fatt Hon's birthday coming soon. They bought a purse for him. And a cake too - Black Forest. Because time had limited, and also they all got dance practiced. So, yen chin and jesmyn bought some bread on the way to school. Ling and me just waited with chin chuen and ting sheng having lunch together. While on the way to school, it is already about 2.30pm. So, we just walked as fast as possible. Later on yen chin asked me that am i still angry with him? I said that i didnt angry.. what for i would do that?! Then he said bcause i didnt talked to him yet nearly these few days.. Honestly i dont have any topics to talk about... Afterthat, while waiting they practice dance... i was doing my homework in chin chuen and ting sheng classroom. Plus, brandon also at there... After their practice had ended. We went JJ having lunch then go badminton stadium by bus.. We dont really play it cause too many people.. so, we just chat around there... At night, while i online... simon log in. So, we had a little chat.. But he still asked me where is HK!!!! Im so sick of him.. Always mention HK here..HK there.. is he a gay boy?! Who knows? Then i told him that HK do the same thing like last monday and wednesday... You cant even imagine what did HK do to me!!! Monday- we're going to library by elevator.. so, simon pushed me in.. then HK in there already and keep on sticking with me eating my TOFU!!! He's nearly touch my breast!! Simon saw it and like watching those sex movie at there and not helped me out. At the library keep on complained me here and there with HK... afterthat, at library, HK touching me again. Simon saw it with no comment and saying me again let him eat my TOFU!!!! I was like is this my fault for letting him touched me?! I mean if you're not gonna help me then SHUT UP!!! Wednesday- while i was becoming a model of school... and after finished the modeling. I was on the way to my classroom. HK appeared again and do the same thing in the elevator!!! So, i told simon at moral class about the incident at the stairs in the morning... me: just now in the morning at the stairs there, he do the same thing in the elevator. simon: why dont you shout? me: shout got use meh? No people could heard me plus, even i did scold him but he think that i was playing around with him. simon: if he still like that you just use my name and told him not to bcause simon dont like.. me: use your name? I blurr liao leh.. simon: use my name then he wont terlebih lebih lorh.. stupid! me: ...... (i was thinking if i use your name, what would people think?) Friday- HK came in my class without a sound and appeared infront of me.. chating with simon at night in the msn. me: hey he do the same thing again today.. simon: why you dont get away from him jek? me: he appeared infront of me in my classroom larh. simon: he really lebih lebih larh.. me: dont know what's wrong with him.. simon: gtg already.. simon: tomolo got tuition in the morning.. simon: see ya tomolo.. simon: if he do that again, just tell me.. simon: bb (well, he keep on typing, and i was typing too but he cant receive it.. and i sneeze twice while i offline already) Well, on tuesday night.. he did said sorry to me cause he didnt protect me.. Plus, i did said him that you didnt protect me but to blame me.. Hahahaha.. so FUNNY!!! Then, friday morning at the tapak perhimpunan while reading time.. Jes did tell me someting.. Jesmyn said that simon had a talked with her.. Simon told her that he got something to talk will make people angry after hearing the story. She said that simon told her everything about the incident on monday and showed how HK did to me.. Afterthat, Jesmyn asked him: you drink vinegar izit? Simon no responded to her.. Hahaha.. now it just started... Saturday, April 19, 2008 @ 12:38 PM
Hmm...today im kindaf moody. Well, there are alot of things i have to worry and care about. Plus, nowadays there got many things to do and "fan". Haih~ this month is a buzy one. I guess the following months might same as this month as well. Yesterday, i did sms him.. but today when i woke up, i thought he would reply me: sorry, yesterday i sleep ady. But too bad, he didnt. I really dont know what he was thinking.. and im trying to. It is that hard to telling someone else? If is me.. is kindaf complicated. The only person i would tell is ling only. Other than that even Jess and Vivian are my best friends. I wouldnt do that.. bcause i felt that there is not nesessary to do so. I really really hope he can go with me as a partner.. but not a dancing partner.. But i did promise ling that we having our own couples after SPM. I cant broke her promise right? Besides there are lots of guys out there and might be better than him.. That's true.. LOVE IS BLIND. Once you are in love.. there is no way you can regret it. Haih~ i wish someone could understand this stituation. Well, my mom did know about it.. so, she tell me..bla bla bla things. But.. still cant solve my problems.. Sigh. I really dont know what to do.. or i just pretend there is nothing happen? I COULDNT LARH!!!!! Even i did tell my mom.. how about ling? I DID TELL HER! But she just says : YOU LIKE LARH.. Swt Swt Swt!!! I knew she would told me like this.. That's mean i tell her.. at the end also no conclusion.. #1# i really want to know more about him, but he said nothing... #2# im always looking for him, but he hide himself... #3# i always miss him, but he didnt realize about it... #4# i always care about him, but he dont know... #5# i always find a chance having a conversation with him, but he is buzy... #6# i always wanted to be part of him, but he couldnt accept it... #7# i always be there for him, but he just dont know... #8# i always give some hint, but he just dont get it... #9# i always try to share some secret with him, but he dont... GOD, PLEASE HELP ME.. GIMME SOME HINTS TO SOLVE LOVE PROBLEM. I DONT WANT EVER STUCK IN THIS STITUATION.. OR MAYBE IT IS JUST A GAME BETWEEN ME AND HIM? Today.. you will never figure out what had happened! Well, scout got an activity that is campfire which means all the members must participate in. Of course im not one of them. Im in St. John. (i guess) So, every member compulsory to join and participate in. Plus, they need to find a partner to dance with. Hahaha ^o^.. can you believe it?! Well, i know since monday.. cause Hong Khong asked me whether i want to join with them. I thought that i dance with him.. therefore, i quickly find a excuss which is I DONT DANCE!!! Hahaha.. do you believe that i dont like dance? I LOVE IT!! Well, it is depend who i dance with.. So, yen chin invite yee ling and on the same time edmund invite jesmyn.. but she still think about it. On the other hand, chin chuen said that chee fai finding a partner.. so, chin chuen introduce yeeling to chee fai.. Too bad, yeeling booked by yen chin.. therefore, chee fai invite me. So, today we had a practice. Honestly, i dont really enjoy much bcause of my partner- chee fai. He's good (i guess). But he is terriblely broke his promise!!! As he asked me come at 1pm .... and then i wait and wait until it is nearly 2.30pm! Hollyshit!!! I really in emo now.. at the end he came too.. I wonder: dont you feel shame as if you are late and you are asking me to bcome your partner?! are you a guy? I really hate this kind of people! Nearly 7.40pm, he smsed me and appologised to me which he's late and bad performance. Ohh well, of course you need to say sorry to as YOU ARE LATE!!! Plus, bcause we arent really known each other... so, i replyed him : it's okay. but chill and relax if not you gonna forget the steps again. If is you really closed friend of mine, then i wont give a damn on it! I WOULD SAID SOMETHING MEAN!!! I dont care who you are as long as i know you well! Now im kindaf menyesal for accepting his invitation. He cant really dance well cause he is so nervous and cant chill out! I really cant stand it. While we were practicing, chin chuen and i had a dance.. WOW!!! He's really gentle leh...he's nice x100. Im really enjoy dancing with him. Hahahaha... as if he is partner im really happy! But it's too bad.. sob~~ Lastly, today i saw Simon.. i think he is in kindaf moody. (i guess) He looks like those red indian.. his skin burnt till so red! OMG.. i wish i could tell him how i care for him.. But i cant do it.. So, i smsed him. me : hey simon did you receive the paper? simon : yup..thx me : ei, can you be my dancing partner ornt? simon : dont want larh.. i also dont know how to dance. Hehe.. (phoning him after had a called with ling) me : ei, you look so moody or you tired? i feel like you dont want to choi me... simon : no la, yesterday ady no voice, now lagi teruk.. me : ohh..today happy lorh with someone.. so, how is the competition? Then he didnt reply me... i guess he's too tired liao. Well, it's okay. Better than he didnt reply me larh. Hahaha ^o^. Later on, while im having supper=dinner. Suddenly a message from yen chin. Wah~ nowadays i always sms with him until i bo phone credit liao..so, we just chat abit then i asked him that you no need to sleep ah? Then he said okay larh.. i go sleep..nitez.. Funny lerh, but i didnt reply him. Hehehe ^^ sharing moments Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 2:48 PM
 yen chin & me me & yee ling chin chuen, me & yeeling chee fai and meIm back here again ^O^!! Today is my birthday~ im so happy and i get alot suprised from my beloved friends! Hehehe... Im just happy happy and happy~~~ Wah~ IM HAPPY!!!!!!! In the same time, i feel happy and sad too. But most importantly im HAPPY with it!! Here's some photos that i toke it on that day! LOVE YA SO MUCH!!!! happy moments Sunday, April 13, 2008 @ 10:09 PM
Wow! yesterday was the most happiest day ever in my life. I meant at that moment of course.. I never ever gonna forget it. bcause this is the first im gonna celebrated my birthday with my friends. LOVE YA.. ^^ . Well, i would like to post some pictures into my bloggie. Unfortunately, i don know where my sis put the cable at where... SOB~ im so sad. Sorry guys cant tell ya how happy i am! Hahahahaha... Well, i receive a cute toy that's CJ7 toy.. I think you guys should know it... Hahahaha.... Well, the sad case is my sister's friend bought me a Amous Famous cookies..! Im so "happy" with it.. Do you know how much i hate him in my whole life?! Well, i think my sister love her guy so much.. until she dont even know the truth of this guy..! Of course she don even know! Cause that guy makes her "loves" him so much...Duh! All about money and sweets words! Whatever... as long as she likes it. I've no comment about it. I really cant believe it! The happy things is tomorrow is my birthday!! IM SO HAPPY!!! Well, im real 17 tomorrow. Hahahaha~~~~ Well, it's okay there is nothing for me but FRIENDSHIP! Friends are the best gift for me. Hahahaha.. Anyway, exams coming soon.. Well, i not prepared it yet. But soon im going to war with it. Everything is going well... But sometimes have some argue with it.. Duh! i really don wana mention it! Nowadays always rain like cats and dogs... its really makes me no mood. I feel like some kind with it. Plus, nowadays i heard alot of rumous about my best friend- yeeling. She is in trouble with couples relationship.. Pity her! That's all bcause she's pretty. Well, im not as pretty as she is. Many guys hang around her no matter where she go. Im kindaf envy her. Hahahaha.. joking. Besides that, i've got a rumous between brandon too. I just don know why! Everyone is asking me... well, we're just close friends.. although we are.. I had never think we will be couple from the begining! There's no reason of why! It doesnt mean we are close friends so we will gonna be couple soon, right?! I just cant get it why! To me, every guy is just the same... I had hurt before when my first love.. Well, i havent got a boyfriend ever since i fall for someone bcause my mum do not allow me. Of course i've listen what my mum said to me. It's just cant help... no matter how i wish to have a boyfriend. Plus, i havent fall for someone ever since i get hurt by my first love... It cant be help out. Maybe it is good for my own sake. I just don want to get hurt bcause of a guy. I see so many articles and experience from my friends... They betray their very own friends bcause of a guy. It's so ridiculous! No matter what.. Im not a play girl!!! I just cant fall for someone that easy.... you know love is blind! I've always becarefull on it. I wana be free... The weird case- this is what yeeling told me about today. She said that brandon acting weird on that day we dated. Normally, he talks alot and make some cold jokes everyday.. can consider like that. But on that day, he just so quite and make me feel like what wrong with him?! Ohh well, she got asked me to call him.. but i just dont feel there's needed for him. I just dont wana know much... Later, some problem coming out.. scary! Another thing is about that guy- Mr.S... I've told my mum his action nearly these days.. Therefore, the conclusion is... He likes me! OMG!!! Do you believe it?! The story started like this... one day i called him, well sure asked him something like study stuff... so, we had some chatting sutff... Suddenly we just talk about guys things and dating lidat.. Well, he said his own friends somekind of bad people.. could you belif it?! Cant right... OMG.. | ||||