today was nothing much..
but there's something which
make me feel so depressed...
well.. it's all about family..
no matter what i do..
they sure dont like it or something like that..
i really hate that..
i feel like im in jail!
ok..
among my siblings..
i admit that i stupid..
im not smart enough...
i just a NOBODY!!!
but at least i got my own dreams..
what i wana do..
for my mum..
she likes people sweet talks and smart people..
my bro smart; my sis good in sweet talks!
and im NOTHING at all..
ok then, fine..
i dont really mind..
ever since my tuition teacher gave me a HOPE..
my studies go so well..
so, she suddenly put many focus on me
cause of im smart..
im not smart..
hard work makes perfect!
"good thing keeps it well; rubbish throws away"
am i a "thing" to you?
or a "toy" as well?
they said im a weirdo..
ok.. say whtever you like..
i dont mind..
but when it's too over..
i really just wana shout out or something..
i just do my job and tht's all..
now..
she always keep complaining me without a REASON!
i wish i could dissapear or be forgotten by everyone..
even im used to be like this before..
but still..
im a human being..
i dont mind to be alone some where else..
yet i feel happy..
i just wana stay peace..
and be apart from them..
"free me in life; keep me in memory"