i was always wondering..

every single thing in my life..

but when i realize..

it doesnt matter anymore..

cause the more you care..

the more you stress out easily..

today..

it was as usual to do the same thing everyday

it just that im HAPPY he didnt came!

so, i no need to see his black face again!

hahaha..

Plus, szeyen was right..

be a friend than a lover is much more easier..

as a friend you can tell whatever you want

do whatever you want

but as a lover..

there's a limit..

you cant too close with a guy

as he will get jealous..

you must answer his phone call..

even you are buzy..

you must do whatevr he told to..

if not he might not happy..

ok.. simple..

but then one thing good about it..
which you wont feel LONELY..
he will be by your side..
whenever you're sad..
im so envy the relationship between jes and ed..
or im so jealous?
they are so IN LOVE!
which make me to get one..
too bad, there's no one i could accept..
or there is no one LOVE ME as a lover?
sometimes i feel like having a boyfriend is a burden?
well, my mum keep on asking me how's going with "them"
okay, seriously..
i really dont want both of them..
even they have good qualities..
but i dont feel the right way..
for now..
there's no rush..


true love might exsists in your life one day..
you cant meet your prince charm
yet he might just a stranger to you...
but sooner or later..
he might get close to you...
closer and closer..
time can prove everything..
i hope my prince charm will appreciate me..
care me..
love me..
and everything about me..
in his mind and thoughs..
no matter what happen...

PS: it might be dream.. somehow. SWT!