its been awhile i havent update my blog...
recently im quite lazy too..
plus, there's nothing i can blog out.
so...
im though today gonna be a nice day.
too bad there's someone make me mad..
until i want to slap him..
scolded him with rude words..
and want to be mean..
as if he's the kind of person who easily get upset..
and emo about anything in his life..
i'll definitely wont give a damn about it!
trust me...
this is reality..
but why?
im the one who always get hurt by him..
it was a heavy rain today..
as it make me feel down too..
then when i came in the class..
i though i could talk and had fun with him..
but things didnt turn out to be like this..
he's just black face to me..
OKAY, FINE!
but at least tell the reason why..
you keep on like this..
and im just so NOOB..
i knew nothing..
you just cant tell anything by showing your black face right?
who do you think i am?
im not a MIND READER!
if i am..
i suppose to be comfort you long ago..
i told ling about it..
and then i meet brandon there..
he gave me have a look at the graphs..
he was my really nice and good friend ever!
so, he was passed by..
ling told me that he was stare at me..
whatever, i dont care!
my mum was right..
S.A.B's guy is better than you..
i mean his attitude..
and he might be the right guy for me..
but i dont have any feel towards him..
and now what it turns up is..
im avoiding him..
as HK is came back tuition..
so, there's no reason he could sit with me..
plus, we dont have anything thing to talk about..
what we could talk in between was all about SCHOOL STUFF.
im so INNOCENCE and yet im so SINCERE..
i know someday things would be more CLEAR
than i though
but when i realize, i just hope it just a dream..
when i needed you, you were gone some where..
or you just pass by..