Today i think alot...
alot of things whereas happened around me..
well, i have no idea..
things really change so far..
i think i need to catch up thou..
what is blog?
hehehe..
i've no idea what it is for..
to me,
i can express my heart's feelings
towards something or someone..
which i couldnt tell anyone through my mouth..
i admit that i really like to keep secret.
I keep it where i dont want them to worry about me..
i cares my friends more than myself..
where they're my supporter
when im trying to decide on something..
Hahahaah..
i feel that im so silly..
ever since he knew everything about me..
i really dont know how to face him..
mad right?
so, that day we had a movie with the other guys..
im kindaf like:
okay, what should i do?
should i have a talk or something?
my mind all blank!
Until today it was school reopened.
everything was okay as usual..
PHEW~
we didnt talked much thou..
(really)
we just met each other..
smiles some kind of thing lidat..
he cuts his hair where he told me yesterday..
he asked me whether it looks COOL or not
i said it was okay and nice ..
but most alikely skinny head..
i saw him when im on the way to tuition centre..
where he was ride the bus way to home..
( i guess)
Hahaha..
i was like a SPY le..
mad already!
Well, i really dont know why..
i just feel like want to talk to him..
make him happy..
or some kind of things that i could make him cheers
so, i smsed him..
asked him whether tomorrow got stay back ornot..
he said got..
then i said okay, i hoped i didnt disturb you pikat girls..
he said no lah.. where got pikat girls!
i asked him did he finished his moral project ornot..
he said he didnt do anything and yet i though on wednesday
he did it with the guys right?
but he said he didnt do..
then, i told him that tomorrow im gonna do it..
he asked with who, it is with brandon? if with him then he coming along..
i told him im doing with gar kit and sze yen..
and there's no brandon..
he said see how it is..
depends on tomorrow..
so, i told him YOUR WISH..
that's all ..
since i can suft the internet..
i smsed brandon..
telling him to gimme the account and password for maple..
but he didnt reply me..
maybe he no credits or sleep already..
or maybe buzy with some stuff..
hmmm...
no idea..
``what i told him it was true..
``i know it's kindaf hurted..
``but he might pretend not to be...
``you see..
``life it's like a war..
``you lost means everything is gone..
``and there's no hope..
``you'll just have to find another target..
and show your hard work on it.
``Then, you might get your goals as well.