Today was totally....
hmmm~~~
I was so emo...
Im not me at all....
Everything is over ..
things would change...
I KNOW!
but why would i always hide or ran away from facts?
i lost in the war..
if i could be more brave..
i would have told him everything..
``what is my feeling towards him
``how much do i cares about him..
too bad.. i cant
it's not the time yet..
i read his bulletin..
i cried..
the girl played him..
no matter how much he cares about her..
the girl still act him like a puppet..
he said that he loved her so deep..
and it's the FIRST TIME!
so, that's means...
everything he did to me..
he said he likes me...
the way he treat me..
IS IT LIE?
yeah~ he lied to me..
i know..
i understand..
im hurted..
but i pretend i didnt..
i dont wana let him know..
and i pretend that im okay..
i helped him too..
im so SILLY..
he did smsed me..
he told me that he missed her..
okay...so?
i cant do anything either..
you're asking me..
im not you..
you knew her just for a few weeks..
then you fall for her..
and you get dumped now
so, what about me?
did you ever think about me?
did you ever turn and looked at me?
you didnt..
what's in your mind now is her...
everything about her..
you told me everything..
you told me you dreamed about her..
you told me how much you missed her..
but did she do the same as you?
your mum knew about it and scolded you..
it's truth..
this is a good lesson..
if i told you..
you're the one who hurt me..
can you do anything?
im infront of you..
im better than her..
i cares about you more than her..
i understand you more than her..
just abit more..
you also dont give a chance to ourself..
what about our promise?
you forgot ...
is not i dont understand you..
you're the one who dont understand..
now?
it's too late..
everything is over...
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sweet moments...
everyone would loves it..
everyone would missed it..
and you're telling me i dont understand?
i understand more than you..
everything i did for real..
but you dont understand...
is enough..
i hope you dont treat me so good..
which more than just a friend..
if you didnt mean that..
why dont you let go of me?
i hope you know what you doing..
NO! you're more clear than me..
no matter how much tears i gave out..
it's not worth..
but..
i would rather hurt
than he sad infront of me..