now it just started...
Hmm...today im kindaf moody. Well, there are alot of things i have to worry and care about. Plus, nowadays there got many things to do and "fan". Haih~ this month is a buzy one. I guess the following months might same as this month as well. Yesterday, i did sms him.. but today when i woke up, i thought he would reply me: sorry, yesterday i sleep ady. But too bad, he didnt. I really dont know what he was thinking.. and im trying to. It is that hard to telling someone else? If is me.. is kindaf complicated. The only person i would tell is ling only. Other than that even Jess and Vivian are my best friends. I wouldnt do that.. bcause i felt that there is not nesessary to do so. I really really hope he can go with me as a partner.. but not a dancing partner.. But i did promise ling that we having our own couples after SPM. I cant broke her promise right? Besides there are lots of guys out there and might be better than him.. That's true.. LOVE IS BLIND. Once you are in love.. there is no way you can regret it. Haih~ i wish someone could understand this stituation. Well, my mom did know about it.. so, she tell me..bla bla bla things. But.. still cant solve my problems.. Sigh. I really dont know what to do.. or i just pretend there is nothing happen? I COULDNT LARH!!!!! Even i did tell my mom.. how about ling? I DID TELL HER! But she just says : YOU LIKE LARH.. Swt Swt Swt!!! I knew she would told me like this.. That's mean i tell her.. at the end also no conclusion.. #1# i really want to know more about him, but he said nothing...#2# im always looking for him, but he hide himself...#3# i always miss him, but he didnt realize about it...#4# i always care about him, but he dont know...#5# i always find a chance having a conversation with him, but he is buzy...#6# i always wanted to be part of him, but he couldnt accept it...#7# i always be there for him, but he just dont know...#8# i always give some hint, but he just dont get it...#9# i always try to share some secret with him, but he dont...
GOD, PLEASE HELP ME.. GIMME SOME HINTS TO SOLVE LOVE PROBLEM. I DONT WANT EVER STUCK IN THIS STITUATION.. OR MAYBE IT IS JUST A GAME BETWEEN ME AND HIM?
