Yesterday was the last exam, so i was very happy and i told my friends that we should celebrated it. My friends said that after SPM only celebrated it. So, Mac is coming soon and sooner... Feel like time gimme to tight to face my future life.. Im so afraid. I couldnt done it perfectly. So, after school we had a meeting for the up coming activities for English Club. Then on the way i found my friend. He was there too. So, he told me that my add maths test got alot careless mistakes. That time i feel nothing for it... Later i started scare that i might failed that subject. I keep on worrying about it and i told my friend too. She asked my to clam down... maybe it just a few mistake.. so, it doesnt matter about it.
After i went home, i told i could calm down... but it couldnt work on me. I just keep on think about what he had told me.. So, i very scared and i feel stress about it. I cried in the bath room while im bathing.. then when i finished bathing. I just tried too get abit far from my mum. If she saw it she could said something about it. So, i just went to the bath room and continue crying... Im just too scared to face it. How it might be failed? Im so scared and nervous. Keep on worring... so, i just called him and asked the truth. In the end i couldnt know anything. So, i ends up with calling one of my friend... and told her about everything. She just comfort me.... until i really calm down myself..
At the end, i just dont know what to do... i could just waited until the day i got my paper back... While listening the song "when you're gone". It gimme a feeling about something... If i failed it, i might couldnt control my feelings and cried infront everyone without thinking... I feels like im so useless.. no matter in what situations i just could mess up everything..
I hope someone know about it without tell ....